Dear xxxxxx(Sweetest
Heart)
This is
my first love letter in my life and hope this will not continue if so
I wish that should be with you after your acceptanceJ
There is always a
thin line between love and friendship, a best friend could always
become a best life partner, I could here the question from you
stating what is the need now, I have only one answer, practically
speaking which is oxytocin and bad that excretes only when I feel you
and emotionally speaking the below
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I started feeling
what you feel and you started feeling what I feel, if you try to
retrieve what and realize the feel, if not you will name it as mere
friendship and hide the reality
You remember xxxxxx
,, when I propose you first, you clarified that I am really in love
or I am just kidding, there I understood 2 things 1) you want to be
loved and the other 2) childish curious nature to satisfy that
someone loving you.
And I love the
childish nature of yours and the need of love in you which you
obviously hided (This helps in both of our life if we mingle from
being single, I love your childish nature and what ever you scold or
hit, that I know how to handle and react which will vanish in no
moment)
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When I say that
again you said You need time, If I put it correctly you typed
“Might be I need
time”, and “This is all crap at this age” (and you also added
that “you might have clarity but I don’t have)
There I understood
your clarity of thought process on understanding your Immediate need
through first statement and making you think what you think is crap
trough the next
And I love the Knee
jerk reaction and telling the truth and hiding your truth behind you
through your second which is perfectly normal for a my girl ,, as the
former makes me understand what ever you do in our life and the later
makes me to kiss you and say “lets forget the mistakes dear by
kissing on your forehead”
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When I say that
again you told “I cant help it” which almost killed me more than
the block you did in fb and whatever and obviously you felt bad
But that’s fine
perfectly fine, and I understood you will to go what ever extent to
prove your words
And I love the ways
you use to hurt the people to the maximum one step over the other
which will make me to put things to you in such a way so that you
will never feel bad of hurting anybody as I always stand aside you
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Even today ..,
Please don hide xxxxx by saying besties and manngatti and all.
“That day etho oru
frustrationla solliten but I did miss you as a buddy.. veliya evulo
ego geththu kaamichaalum ullukulla I am still a fool can’t really
have anymore ego so just felt like talking to you .. I should not
have talked to you like that on that day … I know I hurt you I am
sorry”
You know what I
understood ?
And whatever the
fight between us we will patch up and go ahead in life
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I have seen many
girls but I have not felt.., which is
“What I like with
you is what I love with you..,” (Liking someone action at that
moment means you just like it and loving is being inspired out of it,
and believe me that you are more precious than most precious things
in the world for me and forever
Kindly realize what
you have talked today xxxxxx,
You could not stay
out of me and you could not reveal that to me now or ever
So you again started
the conversation and made yourself clear that I am still loving you
and again gone and sat in the same tree again by fighting.., blocking
and scolding
The above clearly
defines that you want to go out from me by blaming me.., so cute..,
you could never go out of real love and my love is real
And this is the most
clear understanding of me onto you which is when ever there is fight
I will fall down and ask apologies to you even the mistake is yours
so that you could never find a reason to go out of me, what else you
need from a guy whom you are going to love more than this
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There is no harm
falling in love xxxxxx it requires no age but perfect mind clarity
for anyone individual
Today I could have
told that , let us be friends.., Think a moment..,wont it be fake..,
wont it be ugly by hiding things.., I am sure that you might have
seen friends after proposals but till …, either the boy or the
girls fall in relationship with another one and even if so they would
not have time to talk to the person whom you loved first.
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Hope you would have
read my timelines on the new year for Friends and family.., when you
read at the last you can find a word (mom like persons) when I am
speaking about my mom.. you are all what I wrote about my friends and
you all what I wrote about my relatives and you are my second mom if
we get along and I will give the equal respect to you my dear
Please come back if
you want to have real, serious & good relationship, else lets
meet after being committed with someone (this statement makes me cry
and I am crying but life has to go on and I am clear that I could no
more be single as intellectual, emotional and sexual orgasm are at it
most needed for me)
Say you never come
back.., please have this letter and read it after 10 years.., you
would have got married to someone ,, you really feel the clarity in
Raddy’s mind and the love what he had on you
Say you came back,
we will both sit and read it together and by the end when you
completed reading .., I would have fallen asleep on your lapJ
If possible come
home (only as my girl friend OK?)
And come with friend
a and friend b, so that I will ask my mom to find the girl whom I
love
My mom will also
find its you.., you know how
Because most moms
does not like what their kids likeJ
Want to have a
lighter end by the above joke as it should not sound harder for both
of us if you did not come back positively
Unnana ippailla
earliear school days lerthe romba pidikkum .., engakka appave ottuve
.., but I am not ready by that time and you know what I feel about
you
“some people don
have to have long hair to look beautiful”JJJ
I have lots to say,
but not now.., loads to say but not here.., tonnes to say but not to
xxxxxxxxx but to xxxxxx Raddy or xxxxxx AjayJ
Read the italics
and it the complete you ☺😊😀😊
With loads of
Sincere Love(as of now)
Raddy/Ajay
